WHAT IS A TRUE LOVE
Story of Raza!
I was in 6th grade when I saw her for the first time. She was the new student in my school.
I didn’t know anything about love, or relationships. She was nothing to me.
I had many friends, but there wasn’t a close, special or best friend who I could share with.
I wanted to be her friend, but she didn’t even give a shit! We were in the 8th grade now, and both got good grades and were studying the same class.
After that, somehow we started talking. But that was because I was good at Math and she used to understand, perceive, comprehend from me. Nothing more than that.
I didn’t have enough willpower to go to her and talk. But one day, I finally did it.
TALKING ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS MIGHT SOLVE THEM
I sat beside her and tol d her, “Listen carefully. I just don’t know what’s happening to me but I’m thinking about you and it’s driving me mad.”
She just said, “What the hell are you talking?” and left.
Everyone laughed at me at that time when she shouted and left. I had no idea what love was all about, and what these feelings mean. I just wanted to ask her why this is happening to me.
Because all of this started when she started talking to me.
That day I cried. But I don’t know who I cried for.
I realized I liked her. And that she was the only girl in the school who truly was beautiful and who I found beautiful. Everyone had their eyes on her.
I didn’t figure this out earlier, but I liked her since day one. And when we were in the same class, I felt happiness at its peak and there were butterflies in my stomach. I had no idea what was happening to me.
We didn’t talk for a week after the day I told her. I used to look her way from a distance, and she didn’t notice me each time that I looked.
But after a week she met me at the cafeteria and apologized for the day she shouted at me. My heart was like “Damn, yeah!” But, I let my pride get in the way and I showed her a bit of attitude and I left without saying a word.
I then told my friends about her and told them about how I felt. They were all like “You dumb? You’re in love with her? LOL” and I was like, “What the hell is love?”
I was so stupid and my friends were so cool, so they told me, “If you feel something for her, then you’re in love. But don’t just go up to her and tell her! Make her fall in love with you and everything will be fine after sometime. You have to wait until that happens. And this pretty much explains what love is.”
I finally understood. I admitted to myself that I was in love. So the next day at school I totally ignored her. And at recess I was moving towards the corridor from class, and she followed me all the way.
IGNORING YOUR LOVE
I was happy that the love of my life was following me, but I had made up my mind that I had to ignore her and make her come to me, instead of the other way around.
Again and again.
Finally when I reached the cafeteria, she stopped right behind me and tapped my shoulder.
She said that she had something going on at that time and that she was really sorry.
“Okay,” I said, “and I hope you understood what I told you.”
After that we had lunch and moved to class together after recess. We started sitting together for the first time.
We helped each other with assignments and other stuff. We exchanged numbers but we only ever talked about work on the phone. I was just happy that she was talking to me, even if it was boring work that we were talking about.
At the end of the day, all I wanted to do was hear her beautiful voice. And it really didn’t matter what she was talking about.
At the end of the session someone told her my feelings for her. And my friends even talked to her about me. She started ignoring me. My friend suggested that I tell some other girl that I love her right infront of her, and see her response. I decided to try that.
It was the end of the session and only a few days were left for the preparation of our exams. I did exactly what my friend told me to.
But the other girl didn’t say it back to me, and it didn’t matter since I wasn’t serious either. She ignored me again and went to class. All I could think was, “What if she doesn’t talk to me ever again?”
She changed her seat in the next class. And my heart sort of broke. Nothing happened, and after a few days since the holidays had started, I got an unknown text on fb.
I secretly wished and prayed and hoped it was her. Bam! It was from her!
We talked and we talked and I told her everything and I told her that everything that I ever did was just to get her attention.
She told me that she already knew that, and her friends told her how I was in love with her.
That was the happiest day of my life.
DETERMINATION LEADS TO SUCCESS
I was shy, and I didn’t talk to people the way my friends and other guys did.
When I talked to her that silence inside me just broke and I told her exactly how I felt.
I even told her that I was shy, and she told me that that’s what she loved about me.
Now, she loves me so much, and I just can’t believe that this is happening to me.
Now I’m seventeen, and she’s almost seventeen, and we die on each other, and we’re so happy to have each other. I’m happy that after two years of waiting, I finally got her.
“I WAS DETERMINED AND I GOT MY TRUE LOVE.”
Thus, we have to be patient. Good things only come to those who wait and we will never get anything if we are hasty. If something is written in our fate, then we WILL get it no matter what. No one can take away from us what’s ours. But if we are impatient, then we might just ruin everything.